I Got Nothing

Well, it's been a little while since I posted last, but I don't have anything to blog about. Where does everyone come up with all their fun posts? There isn't much going on this side of the computer and I don't even have a profound thought to share. You'd think I'd have something. But I've got nothing. What do I think about all day? I do have to admit it's a nice change of pace.

Picking Up the Pieces

I kinda fell off the face of the planet for a couple weeks. My computer was being serviced and it took forever! But anyway, I just thought I'd give a little update on everything that has been going on. I've been trying to be positive in all that I do, but that takes a lot of work and I'm so tired of being "happy" all the time. I'm not miserable or anything like that I'm just not overly happy like people usually think I am. I've been going about my usual day to day activities, but everything is just so blah lately. I've been trying to go out and do things and just relax and have fun and enjoy my little boy to keep my mind off of reality. But eventually I have to deal with reality...so here I am picking up the pieces. I can't leave a mess forever, eventually I need to clean it up. So, some day I'll figure out how to control my anger (which has not been happening lately) and be the loving, caring, supportive wife that I know I really am. I have felt like a really bad wife lately. I haven't been loving, caring or supportive this last month. Time to come back to reality...live life to it's fullest and make the best lemonade possible out of the rotten lemons I've been delivered. It could be a lot worse...so in that way..I'm lucky! I know I'm being watched out for and I know that if I try my best....and actually try my best...I'll be A-Ok.

So, anyway, we're still alive here in Denver..and relatively happy in not-so-happy times. What more can we really ask for. We really have a lot and I shouldn't complain.